OCD and Depression. Welcome back!
by Ocdismylife
It has been awhile since this combo attacked me. If I remember right it was back in November. I had a little break from it when I fell in love, hormones tend to fly all over so it takes over the negative feelings. POCD is eating me alive. My head is heavy, my chest hurts and I am tired all the time. I have no motivation for anything at all.
I wish there was a casket ready for me to lie in. I feel ready to die, to rest in peace. I don’t want to live anymore. And thats the truth. Of course Ihave good periods, but whats fun in living a nice life for a few weeks until OCD and depression kills you again? It is not how I want to live
ocdismylife 
You want to continue living because you are important to those that care for you. You want to continue living because feelings change and tomorrow is another day.
Your story is sacred. In telling it, someone might find something in your experience that gives them hope and that you are not alone.
I really needed that ❤ Thank you
You are welcome. Hang in there. Life is a journey.